By: Killerqueen

Every morning I wake up already knowing what will happen.
Every day is like I've been living it before.
Every sunset gives a new hope that darkness will bring.
Every night is a rejuvenation of my spirit - I'm breaking free.

In my black disguise, with eyes flashing out pain
I'm the person from my past life, shouting to my beloved in vain.
Still I'm hiding, still I'm falling, still I'm living, still I'm dying...
When will this end? When will atrocities of life disappear?

Every thing I touch vaporizes in front of me.
Every thought I make is nothing else but pain.
As though nothing exists around me
I'm screaming, I'm crying, I'm in despair, I'm in love...

But my black disguise separates me from my beloved,
She cannot see me, and I cannot see myself.
Is she afraid of me, am I afraid of myself?
As always in life, time will tell.

And time passes by, as the blood drips away from my heart.
She went elsewhere, she forgot me - she was afraid of me!
Why, why is she with the other man?
Why, why am I still alone?

Rage grows inside me like an erupting volcano,
I'm boiling over, I'm lusting for blood...
Who will grant me that simple wish? I know!
He, that sinner! The one who stole my beloved.

Running through the wilderness, I'm finding his way.
I can smell him, he is afraid of me. Everyone is!
finally, his pityful face was standing on a plain,
The other person inside me shows itself out.

I took my blade with avenge in mind,
It felt familiar to me, like I did it once before.
I saw the target - his fearful eye.
Blade entered with ease, twisted around and dug it out.

I felt replenished as I drank blood from his eye,
My spirit raised above the sky, but then fell down so quickly...
That bastard's blood was bad! he poisoned me!
His impure blood is killing me!

My body was already on the ground,
I was crouching in pain, I felt the spirit leaving me.
And as my mind started to wash away, I realized:

Life is just so much more than putting the pieces of it together!